"I've changed my mind so much I can't even trust it My mind changed me so much I can't even trust myself" -'talking shit about a pretty sunset,' Modest Mouse "i miss brooklyn i miss my crew let's start over i missed my cue guess i just forgot who i was talking to" -'god's country,' Ani Difranco I miss where I'm going, I miss where I've been, I even kinda miss where I am, but I still want to be gone. I just want to sleep and I can't sleep here like I did when I was more used to alone. I put CDs on loop all night so I won't miss heartbeats. I fill the bed with pillows and kick them all out in my sleep. I'm just gonna go displace blood with coffee and stay up until I fall on my own.